This morning I really struggled to get out of bed, probably because the thunder storm woke me at 3am. I was so, so tired and couldn't mange to even open my eyes until 7:30. My goal is to get up at 6:30 - so I have a little work to do on that. Once I was out of bed, it took a bit to get my energy flowing, but it did finally kick in around 8 - just in time for the babes to wake up. Throughout the morning and early afternoon my energy was steady and so was my mood. The evening I was able to maintain both energy and good mood as the craziness of bath time started. I feel so calm.
I've been contemplating my impatience and I think it is born of a fear that if I do not - change, do, see, move, take action - right now, then it will never happen. In short, I have no trust in God (or The Universe if you like that better) to remind/provide me with what I need when I need it. Faith, while simple, is not easy. Yet, I believe having more trust will heal my impatience if I allow it to.
Next week I am hoping to add exercise into my plan - I will be very interested to see how that factors into my mood and energy levels. I noticed today the biggest improvement in my mood has to do with not feeling overwhelmed as often. When it does happen it totally makes sense - it is the end of the day and I am tired. But, I don't over-react to being overwhelmed either, I feel more able to just walk away and let it pass.
Those are the thoughts for today, it's been a good one. I feel like last Monday was weeks ago. Tired enough to have a good night's sleep. sweet dreams my friends.
Meals:
Breakfast- Green Tea, Cream of Buckwheat, banana, agave.
Snack- Green smoothie (2 apples, parsley, 1/2 banana, yogurt, pea protein, coconut creamer)
Lunch- Pulled Chicken on GF Bread.
Snack- Green smoothie
Lunch- Pulled Chicken on GF Bread.
Snack- Green smoothie
Dinner- Eggs, turkey bacon, rice w/ butter, and raw okra (which was surprisingly good.)
Snack- Coconut milk - which is beginning to taste like dessert, yay!
Water Intake- 64oz.
Water Intake- 64oz.
Supplements: L-lyosine, fish oil, D3, Probiotic, antifungal, multivitamin, kelp caps, cal-mag citrate, thyrisol.
Energy levels:
Energy levels:
Morning- Slow to start, but high once kicked in.
Afternoon- Steady - started to get slight headache around 2.
Evening-moderate to low by 8:00.
Exercise: none
Mood: Pleasant.
Exercise: none
Mood: Pleasant.
Way to go!!! Now, tell me more about this cream of buckwheat... How do you make that??
ReplyDeleteIve been working at replacing the diet coke with green tea with citrus. Much fewer headaches this week! hallelujah!
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